Life has so much to offer to those who identify their goals, and learn to survive; enduring through hardship while never fearing pain. I want so much out of this life, yet the fundamental structure of society makes sacrifice a main pillar in the foundation of success. I will survive in this life. I have no other option.
I need an outlet to deal with stress. I am not sure how much longer I continue on this current path, and it is not for a lack of care or effort. Difficult decisions define and sculpt the future of a person. I must clear my mind in order to make proper decisions. My will is crumbling, I feel like an eroded piece of land; never moving while everything else shapes me without my consent.
Lately, I have not felt like myself. I know this feeling primarily comes from my many desires and lack of success in obtaining them despite the fact that I have been working very hard. Thus, the question is born; one that currently has no answer. Am I happy at all on the current path I walk? A question that is asked of an individual many times throughout life, and one that is never easy to answer.